Where exactly has this year gone?
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Wow.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Avoiding it like the plague...
A year ago Wednesday, as in tomorrow, my grandmother died--unexpectedly. I've been trying to avoid it like you would the bubonic plague. I won't go into details, but I can say I miss her very much. And that ,my friends, is an understatement.
I pulled out my video camera tonight and watched my uncle's wedding from a couple years ago. My grandmother was in that video. She was beautiful. I just wanted to hear her voice again. It reminded me how much I long to talk to her one more time. I miss our conversations and her wise advice. I miss reflecting on the family get togethers with her, where we made fun of the notsonormal parts of the family. I miss the $20 she would slip into my pocket every time I saw her. It was good to see her and hear her voice.
My mother sent me an e-mail a few days ago reminding me to rejoice in the good times. While it is incredibly hard to look past her death, I can remember the fabulous times I had with her. She, too, enjoyed a good glass of wine or a Corona with a lime. I love her and I miss her.
So, I apologize, dear friends, for the lack of postage this week, but it's been hard.
Tonight was a night for myself and comforts. I bought a bottle of Kendall Jackson Chardonnay, Sex and the City the Movie, and a Pumpkin Spice candle. Dinner was a Cup O' Noodles, the ultimate in comfort! :)
So I promise, at least 3 good posts to come! Just need a little reprieve from the good ole' Blogger world! :)
Happy Hump Day, Tomorrow!
